Sometimes you need just jump. And swim.
And I did. Jump in to world of bloging. I took a challenge
on 10 Day Freedom Plan Blog Challenge by Nattalie Sisson. Why I decided to take
this trip is to faced myself with challenges. And this is also the first topic
of this challenge, what are my 2 or 3 challenges that effecting me on holding
me back from my freedom and turning my focus away from my life goals.
My first challenge is the feeling of lock of knowladge. I
always think, that if I want to success I need to know everything about some field.
I need to be perfect, profesional, need to know answer to every question, need
to find the right words and say them in the right moment. More I think about
this the more it is seemed to be impossible to rech the goal. But I found
solution in making small steps, serching and learning evey day and implant knowladge
into new situations. And just swim. It is easyer and more fun.
Also, I always feel that I need someone who would stand
behind my back, in case if I can not manage the situation. If I make a mistake
that someone will fix it. I need to feel safety. So result of my actions is
zero. Whay even start doing something if nobody will help me to put me back on
right path. My solution for this fear is: I am human and it is humanely to do
mistakes. And I also work. If I woudn´t working I wouldn´t making mistakes.
My third challenge is getting interested in to many things. I
can see almost every opportunity as good for my succes. That is why I am faced with
lack of time, bad mood and frustration. I found the way to safe me from this
multi-actions with finding the real passion, joy in the opportunity.
More I think about this challenges more I realize that this
is just fear of failure. And if I fall I have another plan B. In my life there
is no much place about what other people will say, but more of disappointment that
I couldn´t take a move foward, that I still standing on the same spot. But
where is the will there is the way. Always.
Take care and see you tomorrow.
With Love
Maja
“This blog post is in response to Natalie’s 10 Day Freedom
Plan Blog Challenge Day 1
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